I care about everything and nothing at the same time.

I’m looking for something which doesn’t exist. A feeling that’s never been felt. A dream that’s never been dreamt. A person I’ll never see. I’m looking for someone I can’t ever be, and the disappointment I have is palpable; and yet I know you’re there too, searching for me. And so we will never meet.

I’m sorry that I love you so much.